It has been about a week & a half since I had surgery & I am still so grateful for the miracle of the surgery being successful. There are a few reasons it helps me to journal about our fertility process. It helps me to get my feelings down & can help me feel better & I also always want to remember parts of this process. I know that there have been so many hard days & nights but there have also been many blessings. We have had a lot of stress & sadness but we have also grown closer together & closer to the Lord. I know that going through the struggles these past few years is something that will make us better parents when we are able to have children. I know that we will appreciate them more & love them more than we ever could have imaged before. I also know that we have gained an understanding & will be able to help others who struggle with infertility. I know the things that people say that hurt & what helps & makes me feel better. I will always strive to be sensitive to others & the problems & struggles they may be facing even when you cannot see what they are going through. This is a talk that I really enjoyed & my favorite part was the quote below. I am so thankful for my Heavenly Father & for Jesus Christ & for knowing that they are always there for me, that they know what I am going through & that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I have felt there love & peace & comfort throughout this entire process. Even when I get the saddest news, they are there to bring me peace & comfort through my tears.