Though I'm pretty sure I'm the only one that reads this blog/journal, it has been helpful to me to be able to vent & write down my feelings. I also know that I will be able to read back on this one day & be thankful for this waiting period. I wonder when that will be..
Today is a busy day at work & I am glad because it will go by quickly. I feel happy, calm, & peaceful this morning. I woke up at around 4:30 this morning & could not get comfortable or fall back asleep. It seems like right when I fell into a deep sleep, my alarm was ringing to wake up. Usually right before my alarm goes off, my puppy comes up to the bed & licks my hand. I am really so thankful for our cute puppy. He is so sweet & always making me laugh. He is really hyper & always moving around, it's almost impossible to get a picture of him that isn't blurry. I love how he follows me all around the house, like my little shadow. He is always right next to me, especially when I am cooking or baking something. His little eyes look up, hoping for some crumbs to fall. He loves soft blankets (just like me, haha) & always cuddles up right next to N & I on the couch on a softie. It really was perfect timing that we got our sweet puppy & I am so thankful for that.
Last night I made lots & lots of scones for N's meeting with clients & future clients today. I made strawberry ones & lemon vanilla bean ones, with a vanilla bean glaze & lemon zest on top. I used a lemon from our lemon tree (which has had 6 lemons on it for a year & a half & they were finally ripe enough to use)! It was worth waiting for, the scones were delicious & I polished off 3... haha!
After that, I met up with my sister & we went to Bunco. It was so much fun, I love living so close to her!!! She is always so fun to be around! The lady who plans Bunco night does it once a month. She has a beautiful house & always makes an AMAZING meal! It is so fun to have a relaxing girls night! I won for most losses, which I have gotten the past 2 times, it's starting to get awkward... haha!!! It was a fun night though & I was really awake when I got home so N & I watched some more Top Chef until I feel asleep. That show is kind of addictive! Today I am looking forward to the start of the weekend, going on a date with N tonight, & having a lazy Saturday morning! I am really hoping the pregnancy test results are good but I will continue to have faith, hope, & pray for peace no matter what the results are! Also, my sister is due with her 2nd baby on Tuesday!! I am so excited for her & hoping that I will get to go visit her for a few days & see her sweet baby!!!
P.S. I have felt period like cramps this morning.. .