This afternoon I go in to get an ultrasound to see how my follicles are looking & to see if it is time to do the HCG shot or if we need to wait longer. I am a mix of nervous & excited. More an excited nervous I guess because I am so excited to be able to actually have a chance of getting pregnant now that my tubes are unblocked. I don't want to get too excited though, in case something goes wrong & we aren't able to do this cycle. This happened last time when I came in for the 2nd ultrasound & then got the HSG test right after & found out we would need to do surgery.
Anyways, I feel happy & hopeful about this cycle. My little sister is going to be meeting with a doctor in the next month or two. She has been trying to get pregnant for a year & hasn't been able to. That makes 3 out of 4 of us so far that have had trouble getting pregnant. At least we have a great support system & really know what each other are going through. I keep thinking how awesome that would be if Brittany & I can both get pregnant within the next few months. Melis is due in a couple months & then if Britt & I both had babies too that would just be so amazing to all be in that same kind of stage & to have babies that would all grow up as best friends!
I really believe that this is all in God's plan for us & even though it is so hard sometimes, I know that it is what we need & will be so worth it in the end. I can already see many blessings that we have received by going through this trial. When we do get pregnant, our joy is going to be unlike any other joy & I get so excited just thinking about how amazing it will be to hear that I am pregnant & know that we will be having a baby!!