I got back from a girls weekend in Palm Springs & it was rejuvenating & relaxing & wonderful. It was so nice to spend hours at the pool in the perfect sunshine, floating in the clear, cool turquoise water & then drying off in the sun. It was so nice not having to wake up to an alarm, the only decision to be made was where to eat, & no responsibilities. It was so great to see my hubby when I got home, but going back to work today was not easy. I pressed my snooze alarm about 3 times & had to force myself out of bed. Work went fine the first few hours, but on my break I had a talk with my hubby & I am just feeling so stressed. He started a new job this summer as a financial advisor. Long term it is supposed to be a great job, but short term it is very stressful & some days, like today, the stress just feels like too much. Will he meet the amount of money that he needs to be invested, which all depends on these people he has been talking to & meeting with for months. If he doesn't meet a certain quota in a 11 days, then he will probably lose his job. This stress combined with the stress we already have from fertility treatments & saving for fertility treatments just weighs me down so much sometimes. Then I pray & somehow everything ends up ok & we are able to make it another day & week & month. Life is sure hard, but life is good.